miss stina

I wrote this awhile back, think almost a year ago. It's about someone who I haven't seen in 5 years. And even then it was for less than an hour. He's basically just a faded memory by now. But sometimes old memories resurface and they tear you up inside, you think you've been apathetic this whole time and maybe even a little proud of the fact that you don't care. But you haven't been like that at all.

i think of you
nothing comes to mind.

i think of music.
rain.
&shine.

i think of moments long forgotten

and falling from my eyes

killing what was promised
while time just flew on by

i think of you in
calm

it led to your
demise

just you and me and silence;

your little lullabye...