At what point was the dumb high schooler supposed to morph into an educated and critically analytic young lady? I'm being confronted with the reality that, hey, everyone in commerce AND media is a genius and I'm the village idiot whose knowledge of media/anything to do with media/commerce/anything to do with commerce could probably fit through the head of a needle? Why did I ever think I was capable of doing this course? I can't even schedule my week without double booking, I can't even calculate how to split a bill at a resturant, I can't even cook without burning something, I can't even save a grand, I can't even drive properly, I can't even eat without spilling food onto my clothes, WHY DID I THINK I COULD DO THIS STUPID COURSE REQUIRING A 98.00 TER?!!? How did I even get into the damn course when where I truly belong is at the front of a bus where the 'special' people hang, with my backpack and kmart trousers, trying to work out where to get off so I can go back to the mental instution/special school that I escaped from?! I know all I ever do is complain but maybe if I was GOOD AT LIFE I WOULDN'T HAVE TO!!
About Me
- stina
- I'm a little bit neurotic, I'm inspired but lazy, I sing everywhere I go and it will probably annoy the shit out of you! I've been called everything before, from brilliant to stupid, ugly to beautiful, childish to mature, loud to quiet- so I don't really know. And I'm in my 3rd year at Melb Uni, doing a course that I don't particularly love.
I beg to differ. I too am doing commerce AND media and happen to be intimidated by attractive women who happen to be in my tute and are fluent in politics, media policy, the state of Australian media, and gossip. These people must be banned at all costs, to ensure that us mere mortals don't need to feel like complete and utter cow fart.